I have always had images flash before my closed eyes, often giving me less than a moment to find inspiration from them, so at those times when i finally get that one whole moment of exposure to them my mind runs wild in thoughts of wonder and madness. All those moments i have seen before me happen to others are often things i have never seen anywhere else but within the confounds of my closed eyes. I have never truly had a moment of the type which my being seeks with such idiotic ways…
I wish that my abilities to create was spent on making me unwitting and foolish to all which lies around me, or atleast truly make me emotionless instead of putting me within the tortuous jail i have now. If i ever truly get my pure and true emotions out it is always when i am alone… This strips me of so many human moments that would help create a well rounded person, instead i seek solitude and loneliness because i do not believe that anyone could ever truly fall in love with me…
My path of life is none truly worth living… At Least not when you have a seperated heart as i…
All i want within my life, even if it is not more than a moment… Is that one moment of true heart felt love which most people do not even get to experience within their lifetime… Oh just give me this one moment and my life’s dream has become reality… After that i can finally finish it all…
